Wednesday, March 26, 2008

爱情空虚症


"很多人一生的志向就是寻找可以与他契合的另一半,
于是汲汲营营于情爱的追求,
好象,
自己只是半个圆,
如果不能完成一个圆,
内心就会有一种缺憾。

于是就往往被这种念头 戕害了身心,
因为此时你的理智已经被欲念蒙蔽.
然而为什么不能想自己已经是个完整的
圆?
只有先正确的认知才不须盲目去追寻。
其分别在于看到别人成双成对,
不会再自怜 、自艾、自怨自己形单影只。
你会懂得享受孤独、懂得 郎 寂寞."




摘至: http://www.cmm.zju.edu.cn/student/main/love/boygirl/200404/22001231.htm



When I see you,
mah heart beats twice faster.

When you turn away,
mah heart crushes twice harder.
Still,
When you looked into me,
mah heart wishes it was twice longer.




Presentation s.u.c.k.s.
Never been this nervous
/_\
I wonder why




Monday, March 24, 2008

Lyrics.

张学友 - 咖啡

太浓了吧否则怎会苦的说不出话
每次都一个人在自问自答
我们的爱到底还在吗
已经淡了吧多放些糖也很难有变化
不如喝完这杯就各自回家
别坐在对面欣赏我的挣扎
一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热得时候心乱如麻
冷了以后看见自己够傻
人怎么会如此容易无法自拔
一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂

Sunday, March 23, 2008

A note of Adam & Eve.亚当与夏娃


Does she still remember the first time she lied on him?
Does she still remember the first time she held his hands?
Does she still remember the first time he looked into her eyes?
Maybe, it was all unintentionally,
Maybe, that is how she treats all her friends,
Maybe, it was common to her.
But,
He hopes it was all with hidden intention,
He hopes that is not how she treats her friends,
He hopes it was something special from her.
Because,
he knows he has fallen for her.
But,
he knows she will not be his.
And,
he knows he will end up bleeding and dying,
Still,
he is trying for it.
Darn,
he is dying for his love one.


Worth it or not?you judge.
2 hours ago, he was typing this,
2 hours later, he is dead.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

The irony of a ducker's life.

思念.伤透.无言.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Empty wishes of an empty boy.

He wishes to grow taller,
He wishes to grow stronger,
He wishes he was much more good looking,
He wishes not to know anything,
He wishes he knows how to drive,
He wishes not to tell the whole world,
regarding,
His falling tears.
If a girl can have her tears down,
why cant a guy?
Just that, guys have their tears flow inwards,
Only when its fully filled,
Then it would flow outwards,
And there was how,
He had his drips of tears,
overflew from his eyes.
他,堕落。

Friday, March 7, 2008

A 痛 fact.

Saw this at friendster buletin.It is so true.


在你心中有这样的一个人吗?
你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢著彼此,
但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见
,你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造,她没有要你等她。
也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系
但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,
你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟她名正言
的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
她有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮忙追,
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了,
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,
但你心中会有那么一
的不确定。
每个人这辈子,心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。



问:是吗?
想: 还能忍多久?
Ask : Izzit?
Think: How long can you resist?


A ducker's note to the bananas out there:
"Sorry for the chinese post.
Get someone to translate.
You wouldnt wana miss it."


Tuesday, March 4, 2008

错.爱 Misled route


Came.
Met.
Missing soon/missed?

Monday, March 3, 2008

Frustration

KTV day.
It was stress-releasing.
Still confuse.
but,at least I managed to take a break.
Sang couples of songs.
Screamed couples of songs
Some lyrics/titles stayed in my mind.

May Day-Wen Rou
五月天-温柔

明明是想靠近 却孤单到黎明

周杰伦-我不配
-did not sing this song(Im not into him,just the title that makes me think)

and finally, my personal fav of the day(aka an all-time classic):


愛如潮水-张信哲
不問你為何流眼淚 不在乎你心裡還有誰;

再多的苦我也願意背,
我的愛如潮水 愛如潮水將我向你推;

不要輕易嘗試放縱的滋味;

here is the demo of the song:
http://www.wsjh.ilc.edu.tw/midi/music01/lyrics/lych/ch1/tidelove.htm


One word to summarize the whole day, still : "frustrated"
一个字,还是“烦”

Frustrated.


I.
am.
really.
really.
really.
really.
really.
Confused.
Yes,I am.
Too much of hokkien emo songs?
Probably..
Sit.and think,rationally.
what is right,
and what is wrong.
Cause, knowing the faulty of it
and doing it is pretty awkward.



My heart for you.here in mah blog.


My life is gray.
I call myself Gray.
But wil never be a gay.
I guess I still know whats right and whats not.